No.4--2020年8月9日

　　{"body":[{"id":"47476304181723136","sort":"0","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"00：02"},{"id":"47476304181723137","sort":"1024","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我要下樓去做核酸檢測(cè)了"},{"id":"47476304181723138","sort":"2048","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"有點(diǎn)擔(dān)心，我的體溫。"},{"id":"47476304181723139","sort":"3072","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"你是不是沒(méi)有以前愛(ài)我了？"},{"id":"47476304181723140","sort":"4096","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"你可以不用搭理我，我就問(wèn)一下，給自己點(diǎn)信心。下樓了"},{"id":"47476304181723141","sort":"5120","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"沒(méi)有，正常愛(ài)你"},{"id":"47476304181723142","sort":"6144","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"哎，下樓了，人家說(shuō)明天再做。"},{"id":"47476304181723143","sort":"7168","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"啊？"},{"id":"47476304181723144","sort":"8192","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我已經(jīng)思維混亂了。"},{"id":"47476304181723145","sort":"9216","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我們到底是分開(kāi)了還是沒(méi)有分開(kāi)？"},{"id":"47476304181723146","sort":"10240","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"分的開(kāi)嘛？"},{"id":"47476304181723147","sort":"11264","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"好像不能，我感覺(jué)我已經(jīng)快要死掉了。"},{"id":"47476304181723148","sort":"12288","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"趕緊的，早早睡覺(jué)。"},{"id":"47476304181723149","sort":"13312","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"我玩游戲了。"},{"id":"47476304181723150","sort":"14336","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"相愛(ài)的人分開(kāi)應(yīng)該是很難吧？"},{"id":"47476304181723151","sort":"15360","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"我們之間的愛(ài)，算不算足夠深刻？"},{"id":"47476304181723152","sort":"16384","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"你知道嘛，你的那一句，分的開(kāi)嘛，讓我是多么的心安。"},{"id":"47476304181723153","sort":"17408","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"所以這次的分開(kāi)，又已失敗而告終嘛？"},{"id":"47476304181723154","sort":"18432","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"內(nèi)心居然是滿滿的竊喜。"},{"id":"47476304181723155","sort":"19456","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"愛(ài)只所愛(ài)，心只所喜。"},{"id":"47476304181723156","sort":"20480","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"可能這便是最幸運(yùn)的樣子。"},{"id":"47487958860693504","sort":"21504","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"今天早點(diǎn)睡覺(jué)，趕緊的"},{"id":"47487958860693505","sort":"22528","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"別墨跡。"},{"id":"47487958860693506","sort":"23552","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"記住沒(méi)。"},{"id":"47487958860693507","sort":"24576","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"晚安，愛(ài)你。"},{"id":"47487958860693508","sort":"25600","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"晚安，你還是我的徐先生。"},{"id":"47487958860693509","sort":"26624","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"嗯。"},{"id":"47487958860693510","sort":"27648","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"一切的心安，就這樣回來(lái)了。"},{"id":"47491708887236608","sort":"28672","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"11：50"},{"id":"47491708887236609","sort":"29696","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"都這個(gè)點(diǎn)了，你也不問(wèn)問(wèn)我早上吃飯沒(méi)有，有沒(méi)有退燒。"},{"id":"47491708887236610","sort":"30720","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"哈哈哈，好點(diǎn)沒(méi)有？吃飯沒(méi)。"},{"id":"47491708887236611","sort":"31744","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"36.8，退燒了。"},{"id":"47491708887236612","sort":"32768","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"你是不是沒(méi)有以前愛(ài)我了？"},{"id":"47491708887236613","sort":"33792","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"沒(méi)有。"},{"id":"47491708887236614","sort":"34816","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"那你也不關(guān)心我。"},{"id":"47491708887236615","sort":"35840","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"并沒(méi)有。"},{"id":"47491708887236616","sort":"36864","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"以后我如果又鬧脾氣，說(shuō)要分開(kāi)，請(qǐng)你一定別搭理我。我怕我真的就死掉了。????"},{"id":"47491708887236617","sort":"37888","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"哈哈哈"},{"id":"47491708887236618","sort":"38912","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"我找妹子去了"},{"id":"47491708887236619","sort":"39936","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"所以，這兩天理我少了，是因?yàn)橛腥艘呀?jīng)在聊天了。"},{"id":"47491708887236620","sort":"40960","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"別瞎想，并沒(méi)有。"},{"id":"47491708887236621","sort":"41984","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"你這樣我還怎么找女朋友。"},{"id":"47491708887236622","sort":"43008","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"那我們現(xiàn)在到底是什么關(guān)系？"},{"id":"47491708887236623","sort":"44032","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"正常關(guān)系啊。"},{"id":"47491708887236624","sort":"45056","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"就是正常的朋友關(guān)系。"},{"id":"47491708887236625","sort":"46080","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"就像現(xiàn)在一樣。"},{"id":"474917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,"sort":"86016","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"說(shuō)完了就不難受了吧。"},{"id":"47494975495077907","sort":"87040","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"這兩天，這些話一直憋著，你也沒(méi)怎么理我。我就特別恐慌不安。"},{"id":"47494975495077908","sort":"88064","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"說(shuō)完好點(diǎn)了吧，"},{"id":"47494975495077909","sort":"89088","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"嗯，說(shuō)白了就是自己的不安在作怪。我害怕，你有了女朋友以后，別人在你心里比我重要了。"},{"id":"47494975495077910","sort":"90112","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"不至于。"},{"id":"47494975495077911","sort":"91136","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我害怕，你有了女朋友以后，完全不搭理我了。我更害怕，你結(jié)婚以后，有你的責(zé)任，然后我們就成為了路人。"},{"id":"47494975495077912","sort":"92160","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"想多了。"},{"id":"47494975495077913","sort":"93184","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"所以，我需要你一個(gè)承諾。"},{"id":"47494975495077914","sort":"94208","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"需要承諾什么。"},{"id":"47494975495077915","sort":"95232","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"就是以后，都不會(huì)丟下我。"},{"id":"47494975495077916","sort":"96256","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"嗯，以后不會(huì)丟下你。"},{"id":"47494975495077917","sort":"97280","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"拉鉤上吊一百年不許騙，騙人小狗。"},{"id":"47494975495077918","sort":"98304","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我難過(guò)想哭的時(shí)候，我崩潰的時(shí)候，你要陪我，如果不方便出來(lái)陪我，那也要陪我說(shuō)話，哄我開(kāi)導(dǎo)我，因?yàn)橹挥心阏f(shuō)的話才有用，別人勸我多久，我都聽(tīng)不進(jìn)去。你幾句話我就好了。"},{"id":"47494975495077919","sort":"99328","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"嗯。"},{"id":"47494975495077920","sort":"100352","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"那我心里就舒服多了，感情沒(méi)有變，只是換了一種方式。"},{"id":"47494975495077921","sort":"101376","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"嗯，我要找女朋友了。"},{"id":"47494975495077922","sort":"102400","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"可是，人的心就那么大，你喜歡別人了，還能有位置放我嘛。"},{"id":"47494975495077923","sort":"103424","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"都承諾過(guò)了還問(wèn)這個(gè)嘛。"},{"id":"47494975495077924","sort":"104448","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"也是哦，跟你有關(guān)的我都沒(méi)腦子。"},{"id":"47495064062001152","sort":"105472","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"有時(shí)候，我們應(yīng)當(dāng)換一種角度來(lái)思考。"},{"id":"47495064062001153","sort":"106496","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"各自做好自己的角色與責(zé)任"},{"id":"47495064062001154","sort":"107520","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"或許這一刻，我想明白了。"},{"id":"47495064062001155","sort":"108544","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"你應(yīng)該去承擔(dān)你的責(zé)任，我不應(yīng)該成為你的絆腳石。"},{"id":"47495064062001156","sort":"109568","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"在彼此的人生中，我們都是彼此最重要的人，這就夠了。"},{"id":"47496006824099840","sort":"110592","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"我對(duì)你的愛(ài)，你相不相信，我愛(ài)你一輩子。打死不變的那種"},{"id":"47496006824099841","sort":"111616","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"恩相信呢。"},{"id":"47496006824099842","sort":"112640","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"那你囊"},{"id":"47496006824099843","sort":"113664","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"我做到我答應(yīng)你的承諾就行，"},{"id":"47496006824099844","sort":"114688","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"可能最終"},{"id":"47496006824099845","sort":"115712","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"還是會(huì)變?yōu)樾瓮奥返哪吧?},{"id":"47496006824099846","sort":"116736","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"以后的日子里，不會(huì)再有陪伴彼此過(guò)生日，不會(huì)再有猴子抱抱，不會(huì)再有敢隨便對(duì)你發(fā)脾氣也不擔(dān)心你會(huì)離開(kāi)的我，不會(huì)再有枕麻你的胳膊踏實(shí)睡覺(jué)。"},{"id":"47498077266771968","sort":"117760","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"23：07"},{"id":"47498077266771969","sort":"118784","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"因?yàn)樽龊怂釞z測(cè)，吐了三次，今天又一次的沒(méi)吃飯。日子里如果沒(méi)有你，我應(yīng)該是什么樣的。完全不記得遇見(jiàn)你之前的樣子。"},{"id":"47498077266771970","sort":"119808","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"此時(shí)好想你。"},{"id":"47498131759169536","sort":"120832","type":1,"role":"47425658196304451","content":"……"},{"id":"47498131759169537","sort":"121856","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"疫情結(jié)束以后，我們就不能見(jiàn)面了啊。"},{"id":"47498131759169538","sort":"122880","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"可以啊。正常見(jiàn)。"},{"id":"47498131759169539","sort":"123904","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"還是算了，見(jiàn)面只是面對(duì)面坐著吃個(gè)飯，我覺(jué)得很尷尬。"},{"id":"47498131759169540","sort":"124928","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"平時(shí)每次見(jiàn)面，我一見(jiàn)到你，就跟沒(méi)骨頭的泥巴人一樣，貼在你身上，讓我見(jiàn)你只是吃飯說(shuō)說(shuō)話，我真的寧愿不見(jiàn)面。"},{"id":"47498131759169541","sort":"125952","type":1,"role":"47425698478402731","content":"也就是說(shuō)，以后再也不能夠枕麻你的胳膊睡覺(jué)了，再也沒(méi)有猴子抱抱了。"},{"id":"47498131759169542","sort":"126976","type":1,"role":"47449692044763492","content":"可以見(jiàn)面啊。"},{"id":"47498131759169543","sort":"128000","type":1,"ro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